Friday, October 11, 2013

Growing Pains

i love how he is changing and growing but i hate it too.  growing pains.  my heart alternates between bursting with joy for the precious "big boy" that he is quickly turning into and aching for the little babe that was just in my arms nursing every two hours on the dot.  time is a very scary thing to me.  it feels so out of control and crazy.  some days drag.  some days fly by.  we have no say in the matter.

i remember reading something written by a mom that lost her sweet child too soon that said that she wished she hadn't deleted the blurry pictures.  i try to remember not to delete the blurry pictures now.  i try to write down even the tiniest details that i think i might not really care about that much.  i don't even want to take this little life for granted.

we have a fun weekend ahead, including a trip to the pumpkin patch! i know cooper is so excited to wear his special pumpkin patch outfit i had made ;) 

1 comment:

  1. aww what a precious post. You have a beautiful heart and your little boy is absolutely beautiful and precious! I hope that you have a great time at the pumpkin patch this weekend and cannot wait to see a post full of fun pictures next week!

    Have a beautiful and extraordinary weekend!